Just forget these coins. It's almost impossible to recover your private key. Moreover, you never sent coins from this Bitcoin address, therefore even Pollard method will be useless in this case.
I looked at your Bitcoin address and found that this transaction has a high fee (107 satoshi per byte):
https://www.blockchain.com/btc/tx/f320a168b9b45de5316dfad5dfc55a1b82245d6d80e6ce7e6435041e7a0f307e
I guess you didn't use Bitcoin Core that would definitely save all your private keys on the hard drive.
That was during the time tx were not being picked up if you were being cheap with tx fee. I agree with your point on forgetting about the coins, I have for the most part, but don't hurt to check on'm every so often, just in-case someone found a new way to crack the code. I appreciate the words my man