Why should anyone trust you when you've already scammed someone out of more than a bitcoin?
some guy wanted some packages shipped. they were oddly weighed and oddly shaped. like they were doing something sketch. after he paid i decided not to do anything. actually reported it to the authorities. It was kind of stupid, should of returned the btc.
it was roughly $90.20 USD
https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/need-someone-to-buy-a-ups-shipment-for-me-and-send-me-the-shipping-label-248131
Also i don't mind using escrow to be sure that there is no risk. I cant do anything except move on and try and gain a positive trust rating.