The difference between who I am now and what I aspire in the future should just be time. And while I wait for the timing my brains, hands, resource, energy and passion should be able to prepare me for that very time.
The world is cruel but yet the creative excel. I don't gamble my time for anything else it mostly based on preference, priority and level of importance. I shared my time evenly with what ever I have to do. It is either I am productive or I am contributive.
yet you keep mentioning time and waiting
dont wait for things. dont think of things in a "time" concept. instead just do things, even small things that all have some sort of direction towards your goals
if you aspire to become something then motivate yourself that each action NOW is a progression to that point.
even when with family at the weekend. dont think of it as spending time. think of it as investing time in recreation and recharging your social battery to give you the mental and physical energy to progress with your goals weekdays
even sleeping is not wasting time. its recharging, even taking a day off sick is not wasting time. its recuperating to be stronger to work better later
treat every action as a positive direction to goal and you will become more disciplined in your mind on your goal
when you start to treat each action as a positive that is drawing you closer to your goals. you will start to be more motivated to concentrate on them without effort