Topic: Got too drunk again... (Read 1182 times)

Smart man...at least you have some self knowledge, that's a good start to changing some of the bigger things    good luck and happy New Year!

At least you made it home in one piece and you now have a pretty good story to tell.

 

i'd like to follow you out to a club to see you in action.

Happy New Year man.  My resolution is to walk my dog more.  Not because I don't have bigger things that need changing, but because I might actually achieve that one. 

Can I tell you something honestly?  I used to think like you.  It's not going to work.  It's a lot harder to change than you think.  You have to take it one day at a time and make major changes in your life, and examine your motivation.  Helps to have a support group as well (like AA).  Good luck!

woahhhh that's a long night for you 
Hope you can finish all of your resolution Happy New Year!!

So I was in the club tonight and somehow I got into an argument with a chick... it started with me saying "are those real?" (referring her tits) followed by "i don't believe you, im an expert". I'm really fucking drunk so i dont remember exactly wgat happened after that but somehow she got really pissed at me... so pissed that she tried to attack me. I was like bitch get the fuck off me.. the bouncers got in between us and her boyfriend came up to me and says "yo man you cant talk to my girl like that"... i'm really drunk so i dont remember what i said to him but I was definitely talking shit to that little mexican dude and we started throwing punches at eachother... i definitely decked him right in the chin and then I recall a bouncer grabbing me and escorting me and my friends out of the club. He kept shoving me for no reason which really pissed me off and I kept thinking about bucking him in the face and running but there were 5 other bouncers around so i kept telling myself "it aint worth it my n***a" and just sucked it up. As soon as we got outside and waiting for the valet to get my friend's car we got into a feud with a cop (not sure if he was a real cop or some security dude but he was dressed like a cop) and my friend says "forget this redneck" and this cop hears him, goes crazy and tackles my friend on the ground and that's when me and my other friend try to cool him down and apologize saying we didn't mean any trouble.... the asshole didn;t seem to respond at all and i eventually lost my temper and grabbed his neck with my arms and put him in a choke hold until he literally almost passed out, dropped him on the floor, ran into my friend's car and drove off (true story). When I got home I remembered some other incidents in the club that just made me feel like shit. I remembered a fat girl rejecting me, to the point where she tells me to get away from her. She was way below my league so I dunno what the hell she was thinking but it felt bad. I also tried hitting on a chick and her husband was right next to her, it was awkward as fuck when i found out. And then there were 2 other chicks I was hitting off well with but it went nowhere and I just didn't close... they were definitely DTF and if I played my cards right I could have hooked up with them. I dunno if I just suck at closing or if I just get too drunk where I go off in tangents without thinking and ruin my chances with other girls, but it pissed me off. When I went to change into my pajamas a few minutes ago I found a condom still on my dick, and then I remembered that I paid a girl $200 to suck my dick and fuck her inside the bathroom. I immediately regretted that decision, grabbed that condom off my dick and threw it across the room.... its actually stuck to the wall right now not even kidding. But I'm just so fucking pissed at getting that drunk, spending that much money and making a fool of myself.

The reason I'm typing this right now is because I know I need to make changes. This is my new years resolution that I will do my best to maintain:

-drink less
-never black out
-acquire new skills
-exercise consistently
-stop smoking
-stop degrading yourself
-get better at closing
-do well (740+) on the GMAT
-discover an ideal career
-gain more wealth
-look back at 2013 with more wisdom

happy new year and whatever