Really sorry to hear what you went through
I really think that financial problems is one of the problems that are hardest to talk about. If it was an emotional problem, you can easily talk to someone about it but with financial problems talking about it with someone won’t be enough because it won’t solve anything. I wish there’s something I can do to help you but I also have nothing as of the moment and also am having problems with finances. Let us both not give up, mate.
Thanks for your understanding and sempathy, i know that if we work hard we always catch success. I have proven this multiple times.
Am sorry for all you have explained, the solution of all this, is that you must accept that you will start afresh. Starting afresh is not a crime Afterall they said "down fall of a man is not the end of his life" many people here in this forum have there own life expirences. they might not come up to explain like the way you do does not mean others dont have problem bigger than yours. A man that falls and rise again is not a failure but a man that falls and never rise again is a failure. according to quote I read online something like Nelson Mandela said so. Just get up from your feet and start a new beginning because if you ask me I will tell you that most of your story here signifies that you where the cause of most of them.
Upon careful consideration, one realizes that nobody will make your life easier; you will constantly encounter various obstacles. Being aware of this and overcoming every difficulty by acting cautiously and intelligently without blaming anyone is necessary. Maybe you should prepare yourself for worst scenario everytime i don't know. When faced with a crisis, I didn't act smartly enough, and it led to a deep depression, i was like a deer caught in headlights. I know that everybody got their things to deal with, my problem is not biggiest problem in the world but still its really hard to live when you fall from a great height, it hurts a lot. However, it took me a long time to pull myself together, and the bull season ( the season I am used to making a lot of money, and the season I have trained myself for) happens within a limited timeframe, and being capital-less this time is the biggest obstacle to quickly getting back on my feet. I am a great disappointment for myself, i thought my role in this world was to help others, not to seek help from others.