yeah thanks for this reminding mate , because sometimes we will find the value and greatness of person when they are already gone, Im so happy now that I heartfully realized what I am missing these time of my life , hope that everyone will have this realization to find their way to family happiness like what we have in life now.
Have this feeling in my First love that I did not value her completely when she was still in me,instead I kept pushing her away even how she wanted to stay,she kept doing such for couple of years until she got tired and decide to leave me things that I did not expect and when I tell her that I will change?she is already tired of me.Well I think my dad did not want to have me. My mother was so younger when I was born. So it is easier for him to just leave and my mother to raise me alone. I am not mad anymore but this just did make me think of it again.
up to now? your father did not show up? 
