Don't kill yourself, unless you are ready to lose your money, look at the project and worse the meme, I want to laugh at it, but you need to pay attention that you were unlucky before.
Success cannot be replicated, especially with the same narrative, it's just a ponzi scheme, you will lose your money, and first look at the liquidity of the token, I'm afraid when you want to sell you can't, I'm just going to warn you.
Unfortunately some people just really got influenced by these success story with meme coin never knowing that there's actually deeper things behind the scene than just luckily buying some meme coin and become millionaire over night, therefore many newbies spiraled into doing their worst mistake ever, going all in to these random meme coins.
speaking from my experience, meme coin is just pump and dump game by the small whales, they can't manipulate the bigger market like altcoins with venture and investors backing let alone BTC and ETH so they settle with micro cap meme coin, but the play is always these whales and insiders buying meme coin the first second contract goes live, pump it to make it climbs up leaderboard in platform like dexscreener and then once there are enough liquidity coming from greedy newbies they dump. it's always like that
there are reasons why so many meme coin chart always ended up looking like this, exactly because that scheme I mentioned above.