Topic: Is this the end of me? (Read 6131 times)

... and pathetic as well

Meanwhile Satoshi has become an ascended master.

http://www.alcor.org/blog/hal-finney-becomes-alcors-128th-patient/

Pull your head out of your ass, the only thing more overpaid than a US doctor is an NFL player.

Hope you will find the energy to keep on fighting.

Wobber - don't do any business at this moment. Since you are depressed you are more vulnerable to scammers. I saw you gave away 0.3 BTC. Don't do give-aways. People asking you for Bitcoins (after reading your thread) are the worse kind of persons.

If you really want to sell your Bitcoins find an honest trading platform.

Wish you all the best.

Hang in there, hopefully all is not lost (it never really is)! I sincerely feel for you mate, we are a community and, as such, people first and foremost. Your story touches me, this could have been me at some point. We really never know... Focus on the kid, it made a big difference for me. I hope you get better

Everyone knows giveaway threads are banned here and anyone posting addresses could get the thread locked. Posting an address here is an extremely inconsiderate thing to do considering what the thread is about.

Stop begging...it's embarassing!

spare some btc? your money and memory will live on!

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Hi wobber wish you good luck and still hold the coin

26$ is really low price!!!

Hi wobber. Invest a part of your bitcoins in your wealth. Change your life.

Why u hate on meth?

What country is that?

>$26 cash for an office visit with little wait and lab/radiology costs less than that.

You've either moved to a country with subsidized medical care, in which case gg bro, or your doctor is about to put you under, take out your kidneys & sell them.  In which case lol.

Are you an idiot or did you eat paint chips when you were born ?

Seasonal depression.  Relax dude.

Really almost any other country. In my case I still have to pay for treatment, but it costs a fraction of the same in the states and the doctors take the time to closely monitor treatment.

The final straw for me was watching my dad die with doctors stumped at the cause. I have a good doctor that charges about $26 cash for an office visit with little wait and lab/radiology costs less than that. Prescriptions are high, but the rest more than makes up for it and no Obamacare payments.

just to know, if you were an early miners, how many btc do you have now??

Which country is that? Maybe I can move there, at least for my children.

I am fully invested in Bitcoin because I believe in honest money. Pensioners worry about their money because they don't know the feeling of security the blockchain brings. Knowing you are fighting for the cause of freedom and liberty while also saving for the future is something that hasn't existed before. Free people have been working toward this for generations and now it's here.

My health has deteriorated over the last decade. Health care insurance didn't cover the treatment I needed. Bitcoin saved my life by getting me out of the USA where I can find doctors that care more about health than wealth. Maybe Bitcoin will save all of my American brothers and sisters someday from the tyranny of financialization.

It's hard to imagine that you invest 100% in Bitcoin but you choose to be a ninja who hold bitcoin always.

you must do trading if you want to profits

Its kinda ironic that you created a talk-to-me thread when it looks like you are the one who wants to talk deeply and about life with someone. Throwing wishes your way OP, hope everything goes well for you in the near future especially with the holidays approaching.

Well, I am also 100% bitcoin because of the exactly same reasons. Even though i am a bit late to the party.

I always enjoyed reading your posts, wobber. Wish you the best and live your life to the fullest

I will not answer you poll because I find in inhumane.

Though one might ask if it worth the risk to invest 100% of anything in anything, which is never a good idea I think unless it turns out great (then of course we all think we made the right choice), but hindsight is always 20/20.

I don't know how much BTC you have but sometimes you have to take your losses, especially when you can't afford to live. Bitcoin like a lot of things are just like the stock market game, or gambling at times even. Never gamble more than you are willing (and can afford) to lose.

I wish you all the best, see if you can liquidate what you need on a weekly basis, so when the rate does go up you have some more to spend. Als for 10.000 pet BTC, please, recalculate your expectations, go for a worst case, a reasonable and an above expectations.

Sorry for your loss, please try and look for positives, there are always options, though sometimes only difficult ones.

Move to a different location, watch some documentary movies on history or astronomy,  let time and space bury yourself.

We are all a mere dust in space time.

No, he is faillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllling/NotFuckchop/MattTheCat/EveryOtherRandomTrollIdiotOnThisSub

You can send your coins to me, I won't let them go to waste.

Also, getting married after feminism and kike lawyers took over around 1960s

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You say the doctors said no chance when you visited them..i would go out and see the world, do the things you've always wanted to...spend some time with people you love and not think about cryptos. half of the users on this forum are delusional thinking that they will become insta millionares one day by HODLing BTC hoping that it will hit $50000. so asking advice on here is really not much help in this type of situation.

Strangest thread I've read on here in a while.  Everything from the original post that doesn't even look like it's real, to all the weird replies after it.

People swimming in Bitcoins but have nothing to eat?  Wut?  Dying and having a baby at the same time?  None of this makes sense.

Anyway, the following two quotes would make excellent fortune cookies:

Where the crack be at?

 "Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."

-Leonard Cohen

Wow June 2010 all bitcoin earned from hard work.

IMHO selling at 300 is a great success congrats.

I don't see what's wrong with still having fun with bitcoin if it was $10. Just the people trying to get rich quick from this time last year ar :'(e losing.

Im also happy you didn't put your earned coins on Gox.

This can be way worse.

Thank you for everything you have done for this community.

You have time. It is not the end.

I have had my share of dark days. No I do not drink nor smoke but just dark days in life in general.

The great thing is that during those dark times for me being productive helped me stay focused on other things and not the depressing issues. In the end, my successes in Bitcoin and with my coin business was due to that focus during dark times.

I've never shared this with the community but I guess now is the time. Prior to LEALANA I was not doing well and instead of focusing on all of the problems in my life, I focused my time on learning how markets worked etc., doing research on crypto currencies that existed at the time (mostly BTC and LTC) and my time and investments paid off even though they weren't much at the time. I'd say I was very lucky to have gotten the outcome I've had. But it would not have been possible had I sulked in my problems and never got off of my ass and did something productive to get my mind off of the problems in my life.

Even after my successes outside of the drama/darkness...eventually the drama/problems/issues eventually turned out for the best and now I am in a better place and I am forever thankful for that.

Hang in there and try your best to focus on something productive that makes your life worth living that will help you get your mind off of any problems or drama in your life.

The light at the end of the tunnel always exist...it just matters how long you can endure to get there.

It isn't the end. 

It is the end if you have given up.




I can hodl your bitcoins 

no way to treat a lady.

He deserves his legendary position here because he's part of bitcoin's early history.

Hey wobber, we care about you, you are one of us. Hey with an account from 2010 you are one of the old school. Remember times in life when you felt bad and then things got better. There is no reason to think that will not happen again. This low will be temporary and while it is bad you can get through it.

If you need money to live then sell a few coins or do a little work. Living frugal can be just as fun as living large. Right now I'm in India renting a place with no A/C, no hot water (although the pipes are warm as it is about 31C out during the day), a bucket and pitcher for a shower, and a squat toilet (actually they are likely healthier but that is for another thread). I figured out there actually is a working shower but since I got used to the bucket I decided to stick with it for a month just as an experiment in living life differently. No problem. Hold on tight, now is not the time to sell and if even the long term holders are feeling bad then maybe capitulation is finally nearing.

Anyway shoot me a message if you ever want to talk.

PS If you really have lung problems then cryonics is always an available option. It is a question we will all have to face one day.

Right, this is more to hold myself accountable with everyone. Wobber takes the risk with PayPal a transaction. And yes, I noticed that post you referenced as well. I never questioned his honesty either.

I never doubted his honesty because he warned Gavin Andresen that the first bitcoin faucet could be gamed by using tor. He proved it was game-able by getting 50 bitcoins from it when it was only supposed to give each person 5, but paid them all back.







https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/m.1533

For transparency sake, wobber and I just did a 1BTC transaction via PayPal. We split up two .5BTC payments and I sent fiat via the 'gift' option to ease concerns of reversing the transaction. Smooth transaction, he's a good egg.

I'll pray for you to feel better and get healthier.

As people said, you can do some things. Take matters into your own hands. Your thoughts can make you sicker, or your thoughts can make you healthier. I'm not saying you can cure something with positive thinking, but becoming positive and making yourself focused on doing what you can, can help you feel better. And someone with a positive attitude, with the exact same health issues, can feel a lot better during their days as someone with a negative attitude.

I know when I'm feeling down, just listening to great music for a few hours can make me feel better. Visiting parks, taking walks, etc can too.

Cheer up, people all over the world do care, and feel for you. Try to eat and live healthier, but most of all think positive and remember people do care. 

PM me your PayPal address and how much you'd like to sell. No scams here, I'm sending first and believe in mutual trust.

Mi advice is to live frugal for 2 more years and see where Bitcoin is by then, which should at least be above ATH again. If not then just have fun with it I guess.

Just don't scam me please...

No offense but if it's not a joke (it would be a very bad joke) you shouldn't post such personal things on the internet, especially on a forum so full of trolls, sharks, scammers, cultist and bitter traders.

It's giving people a stick to beat you to death.

Yes, I need to do Paypal. I can send you in half bitcoin so I can minimize risk.

oh my...
the last thing you should do is give up now, life and the world we live in has infinite possibilities for all of us.
im one of the persons who think that it is never too late to change.
i wish you the very best  

Let me know if you want to do PayPal. I don't have any trust on the board because I haven't done any trades, but my PayPal is verified and all that. Keep responses on the board for transparency as well if you'd like.

It's not. Thank you for the heads-up. Been scammed before with paypal tx's

if you dont wanna get scammed better not use paypal.

also i hope this thread is a joke wobber  

Any idea how I could sell some btc fast and get cash in my Paypal account (in the next 2 hrs)? I want to go to a place i love.

sorry to hear it, wobber. best of luck to you and to those you love. we will remember you. always.

             Chin up, OP!

Death is not the end!

WTF? Your ex wife (that loves you very much) had nothing to eat and you can't survive much longer (''Not just because of the money'') and you didn't sell some bitcoins? ''I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others'' and they didn't sell or what? ''I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers'' - but you sold your soul to alcohol and bitcoin cult? Sell bitcoins (some, I guess you have a lot), stop drinking and smoking (at least too much), ask your ex-wife to take you back (or woman you made child to) and enjoy your life (even if short).  (And stop trolling.)   In any case, trolling or not, I wish you luck.

I hope it's not the end of you and you recover from whatever the doctor diagnosed. Sometimes they can make mistakes when diagnosing the cause of depression, for instance a malfunctioning thyroid gland can sometimes cause it.

http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/depression-the-thyroid-and-hormones

Your doctor probably arranged relevant blood tests because heavy drinking can adversely affect the thyroid, but if it might be worth investigating if he missed it.

What's with your lungs? I did smoke for some time, I must say it's very inspiring when you quit. You basically feel your body clean itself.
I also go to the swimming pool regularly, it helps a lot with overall health.

The main question is: are you longing for a change?

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First paragraph you say you don't care about the fiat denominated price.  Then the rest of your post you whine about how it affects you negatively.

Sounds like your in denial cause you drank the koolaid.  Just dump it and don't look back.  Stop asking for advice here.  They're just going to tell you to HODL or some stupid shit that will make your life worse.

Dont even listen to me.  Ask your family or someone who genuinely cares about you.

Good luck dude

Not all, but maybe a bit so you can drink for me...

In essence a good advice which I totally agree on.

Smoking and drinking can deteriorate existing health disorders. Wobber didn't specify his exact diagnosis so it could be antything from cancer to ebola for all we know.

Wobber my advice would be to keep or sell your coins, get off this forum, and try and live your days to the max possible. You can check back every other week or so but why waist your valuable time here?

Wish you health and recovery

This post really makes me cry. Really.
My father came into depression. I know your feelings.
I will not say anything. I'm with you.
If you need someone's to talk here and there,i'm here.

he is fallllling

100% agree

This is a great suggestion: everyone, healthy and not, should follow it.

@wobber I feel for you

Doctors visited, no chance. none.

AND I HAVE TO MAKE A POINT: Bitcoin's price is not my main problem.

You only live once, so you should make it good. If you have a good amount of BTC, you should try to take care of yourself. Your kid will surely need more his parents than money.

Just because you're on the internet, doesn't mean that you aren't talking to real people. You f******* inconsiderate a$$hole.

You must find something to live for, apart from Bitcoin. Though easier said than done, I admit.

The easiest thing might be to visit a doctor first.

PS. Is there a chance that your ex-wife returns?

If you still believe in  bitcoin *technology* you should hold  , if you don't  believe sold it now and take dollars.  I'm sorry but these are the two option available (in my opinion).

Why are you posting this in the speculation section? It doesn't really belong here. Anyway it sounds like you should stop drinking and smoking and start working on your health. Start jogging and set some small easily achievable goals for yourself man. Don't tell yourself you can't do this, just get up and do it. What's stopping you? Forget about Bitcoin, there are more important things to focus on.

Sad story to read...i hope you are wrong and you will have still a good life and many more years and happy years if possible 

Many of the effects of Smoking and drinking can be reversed with a healthy diet. You need a huge amount of dark green veggies, for a good start.

Try this, he's great:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LruyZOzpvnI&list=PLB0307FF3C9BB9F15
With good nutrition you will feel better and be able to exercise often.

You are an idiot

What is wrong with the people on this board?

NO

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.