I currently only have 1 close friend and I have even been his roommate, he has helped me in my last year I would say too much both psychologically and economically, I do not feel comfortable going to him because we both relatively receive the same salary,
This is what I don't understand. If he is your best friend and he knows he can get guaranteed free money, he might ask his friends and family for the money.
We question a lot less than a bank would....
You are right, I no longer go to them for a moral issue of consideration or shame, I don't know how to explain it.
This is one more reason to continue using the forum responsibly and in the future to apply for signature campaigns. If you get paid $100 a week, which is not uncommon around here for a high rank, and that is an activity that you can combine with a physical job, think if life can be better for you.
I would also recommend that you learn about personal finance, and above all, make sure you have an emergency fund so you don't have to ask for loans.
I will follow your advice when the time comes, since the application has been cancelled and I will not accept or ask for any type of loan in the future, I will say why I tried to ask for a loan this time, and the reason was because I don't get paid until I finish the job and I spilled water on my laptop damaging the touchpad, keyboard and one of the RAM, but no problem, I use a virtual keyboard and a USB mouse, I think I can finish like this, I have lived through worse things than this, it is insignificant.