Edit:
I just saw the edits you make to your original post, and now I feel sorry for you. That doesn't change the fact that you
will not get a loan here, you simply do not qualify. Don't take it personally, that's just the way things are.
As for our attitude toward your initial request; on a daily basis we witness new accounts asking for money with no reputation, and offering nothing that will guarantee compensation in case of default. Your's was more outlandish than most.
I would prefer directly to wallet but if in the end I have to go through a site, please inform me if I have to deposit more cash into it before I can withdraw.
Never, and I do mean
never send money to site that claims you'll get more in return. All of them, and I do mean
all of them are scams.