We delved into this topic area before and you deleted the topic and recreated it self-modded remember ?
The reality is i don't want money bad enough and no one is handing it to me on a silver platter.
Some people are lucky and are born with it.. spoiled & privileged.
others have to work hard for it.. but how hard ?
I know i am capable of more but i don't have the desire to drive me to do it.
Hoarding money etc..
I for example made a nice little pile of pocket money from Bitcoin.
I went online with many thousands of dollars with the goal in mind of making a new custom computer
When i already had 2 or 3..
Money was no barrier to me.. i intended on buying what ever i wanted no matter what the cost.
What i soon realized is.. i LIKE getting a good deal and spending my money effectively.
I ended up choosing a ton of PC parts that were on great sale prices.
And half the thing i liked about my PC was i saved so much money on it.
Funny thing is the main reason i wanted it was for PC gaming.
And i literally did not play 1 game on it and after a year i just gave it away (to my sister & her husband)
Full normal price for the parts total was about 5 grand but my sale prices brought it down between 2 and 3 grand.
I was proud of my shopping and parts choices.
I spent more time shopping for the mother-board than anything.. a couple months.
When i started getting tons of deliveries i still did not even put it together for months either.
So i dunno ..i guess i just don't care ?
These days i have two old computers i use.
Since i quit PC gaming so many years ago i pretty much just need to watch some videos or surf the web.
So no need for a fancy PC for that.
I guess i am "frugal" and i enjoy a nice sale.
Even if i have money i still don't "waste" it.
And i don't care about being rich obviously because i am not willing to work hard to get there.
vs some others who are willing to stand on everyone's neck to get there.
I am sure Berni Madoff bragged about money & cars etc.. and he fucked over a ton of people to get it too !
I am not willing to go that far..
And in my experience the ones who have the most money are the sleaziest of them all.
A clear sign of a person with mental problems with their priorities out of whack
and an indication of
Obsession