Hi *atoshi. Pls. Read this with you heart. I sent this to almost 100 users of bitcoin. Nobody talk to me. Just to ask. Are you okay? Well. I'm not scammer. I'm a woker that do everything wrong. I Hope that you read this
I took the liberty of writing on Twitter without comment. To stay private. I ask God to read it.
I am using a secondary account. I'm ashamed. My official twitter is @ berthalouu.
My Instagram is @ berthatouu
Like many people, I didn't have an easy life. Alcoholic father, fights between my parents. I was abused with a 5-year-old, by a family friend. Of course, this is not to call attention.
But it's just for you to understand how difficult it is for me to live in this world. And how much it affected my self-esteem.
Rebs
So from an early age my mother showed that the path was to study. I took a course in industrial electronics, but women here are little valued in the area. So I passed a bank competition and went to college.
But I was the only one in my family to go further. However, since 2010, I initially had to pay rent, as this new job was in another city, joining college and at the same time having to help my family (many brothers).
my mother can never leave the house, because she had to take care of my brother with severe autism, totally unable to go to the bathroom alone, to make his own food. He does not speak. And the institutions here were very limited. They did not accept my brother's degree.
So I always had to help around the house. With all this, and I know I did it the wrong way, I accumulated a lot of debt. In the meantime, I even managed to finance a house.
I managed to go paying without delay to where it went. I made the mistake of taking out a loan to cover another. And now I'm in a no-win situation. I've lived in this nightmare for years, I got an anxiety crisis, I don't sleep.
Rebs
Last weekend that I almost took my life. Because it is very difficult to live with the shame of being in debt. At the same time, knowing that I can lose my home is being charged. And I work at a bank. It's a shame.
But what worries me most is that I will not be able to complete my goals. That was to give my mother a more stable life, since she is 64 years old and soon she will have no more strength to take care of my brother.
Rebs
I was her hope. And now I’m useless. And living with this frustration of having failed, it hurts too much. I almost took my life, because I thought that with my life insurance, that amount could at least fix the mistakes I left. My husband could pay off the debts.
And help my mom a little. I don't love myself. What happened to me in the past makes me think that I am worthless. But I need to work on that.
I would also like to do things for a better world. But I feel so helpless now. I didn't have the courage to take my life. Because I couldn't stop thinking about the people who would stay here.
But I also can't stop thinking that I failed, I have no way out, and that with everything that is happening in the world, do I deserve to be here?
That is why I ask from the heart. With $ 100,000, I am able to pay off everything, and focus only on giving back to those who help me. I promise I will return it. If you can't, or know someone who can help me.
I am sending my bitcoin wallet as it is the easiest way to send it to another country. I beg. You can ask anything you want via DM, or email.
I send you documents, proof of address. Anything you can ask. I never ask anyone for money. The bubble burst in February of that year. Then I thought, I can't take it anymore. Just dying.
That's when I thought, if I open this up to someone, and that person can lend it to me, who knows I can change it. I'm sending it to you because I think that if you can't help me, at least show Mr *atoshi.
Please. I ask with all my heart. my emails are
[email protected] and
[email protected].
My Instagram is @ berthalouu. I delete it all (tweets) after you answer me.
my bitcoin wallet is
39Pn4cu1rZNnXDoQJXuzxJUDMstp9GULLH
mr. * atoshi, I asked several people. Some of these must have money for this life and for some more 3. Nobody even questioned it.
I will wait with hope in my heart. Thanks