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April 06, 2014, 11:00:14 AM
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a year later Hal Finney shot 2500 BTC over to me after i explained my situation.  but i can't find any of these early USB sticks ever since i moved out of my apartment.  too much pain and trouble

2500 BTC usb disks? find them and you are free from work   Cheesy could you spare me one of those disks?  Tongue
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April 06, 2014, 10:51:58 AM
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yea but the whole "hearing voices" thing drove me crazy in the beginning of 2009.  a voice kept telling me to stop working, and that I didn't need the money.  so i started taking crazy pills and forcing myself to work.

sometimes apps would stop working, and i'd click on something i didn't mean to.  and that voice kept coming back telling me not to work.

i wanted to mine BTCitcoins then too.  but the voice told me DONT DO IT.  i eventually fought it to the point where i mined a block, but it felt evil as fuck.  after i mined it it felt evil to run it any more.  i don't know why.  free money bro    Angry

a year later Hal Finney shot 2500 BTC over to me after i explained my situation.  but i can't find any of these early USB sticks ever since i moved out of my apartment.  to o much pain and trouble
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April 06, 2014, 10:31:18 AM
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I just don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life.  
Most people don't know.   Millions of people wake up in the morning, get some breakfast, sit in an office for 8 hours, get some dinner, eat dinner, watch tv, repeat.
To be free, we do not simply to match our desires with reality, but to change the way we dream, and  this is painful.

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don't worry.  i have a limited patience when it comes to developing.  i lost 3 programming jobs in the last few years because i got so annoyed at them piece of shit compilers (Eclipse and Visual Studio specially)
Software development is a very though job, mainly because we cannot act like we want to. The human social protocol is very restrictive;


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April 06, 2014, 10:23:05 AM
#13
Find a physical activity you enjoy, even if it seems pointless. Chopping wood, digging the garden, running, a team sport perhaps. Make yourself do it every day. It won't be easy.

Keep off the weed. Get a part-time job.

May be a girl will come along.

i run every day, fuck running.  i prefer lifting weights and walking.  and yes i do it every day.

weed fucking sucks.  i'd rather buy a gun and shoot things then go on rants about how people are so mean these days (on weed).
If you like weight lifting try competitions it's a great way to stay in shape and you can make money from the contests. Stay away from the guns they will only cause problems for you.



yeah i was kinda joking about that.  now regarding the weight lifting.  dear god i'd have to quit smoking first.  cause i used to be able to do 8 reps bench pressing 100 lbs, now it's only 2 and a half if i'm lucky.

gotta get in shape and worship the $$
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April 06, 2014, 10:13:04 AM
#12
Find a physical activity you enjoy, even if it seems pointless. Chopping wood, digging the garden, running, a team sport perhaps. Make yourself do it every day. It won't be easy.

Keep off the weed. Get a part-time job.

May be a girl will come along.

i run every day, fuck running.  i prefer lifting weights and walking.  and yes i do it every day.

weed fucking sucks.  i'd rather buy a gun and shoot things then go on rants about how people are so mean these days (on weed).
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April 06, 2014, 10:10:59 AM
#11
Find a physical activity you enjoy, even if it seems pointless. Chopping wood, digging the garden, running, a team sport perhaps. Make yourself do it every day. It won't be easy.

Keep off the weed. Get a part-time job.

May be a girl will come along.
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April 06, 2014, 10:10:18 AM
#10
Dont create any more coins.

don't worry.  i have a limited patience when it comes to developing.  i lost 3 programming jobs in the last few years because i got so annoyed at them piece of shit compilers (Eclipse and Visual Studio specially)
solution to that problem would be to create your own compiler Smiley

yeah i will go with your suggestion i think its right way Smiley

yeah lets reinvent the wheel while we're at it.

but seriously lets mine prime numbers.  mersennecoin.  get paid for processing *REAL* prime numbers.  none of that lazy ass shit PrimeCoin does  Tongue
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April 06, 2014, 10:06:35 AM
#9
Dont create any more coins.

don't worry.  i have a limited patience when it comes to developing.  i lost 3 programming jobs in the last few years because i got so annoyed at them piece of shit compilers (Eclipse and Visual Studio specially)
solution to that problem would be to create your own compiler Smiley

yeah i will go with your suggestion i think its right way Smiley
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April 06, 2014, 10:02:15 AM
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If they let you.
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April 06, 2014, 09:57:23 AM
#7
Dont create any more coins.

don't worry.  i have a limited patience when it comes to developing.  i lost 3 programming jobs in the last few years because i got so annoyed at them piece of shit compilers (Eclipse and Visual Studio specially)
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April 06, 2014, 09:54:41 AM
#6
Dont create any more coins.
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April 06, 2014, 09:35:05 AM
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i used to live for marijuana cause whenever i smoke it i think of this girl i wanted to marry in college who smoked too.  but off it.  it's like what the hell am i living for?
You need a Hobby to keep you busy. Get a part time job and gradually work your way up to full time. start saving some money by not buying things you don't need. Avoid the weed since it seems to be the heart of your problems.  Sooo many things to live for Smiley

my hobby was creating SatoshiCoins, so you people could buy a stake in my gold mine that's waiting in the cops office (in 5 years i'll either be worth $1 or worth $30 million worth of Bitcoin)
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April 06, 2014, 09:30:26 AM
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i used to live for marijuana cause whenever i smoke it i think of this girl i wanted to marry in college, who smoked too.  but off it.  it's like what the hell am i living for?  
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April 06, 2014, 09:25:13 AM
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I don't have any money saved up, or a job, and live with my parents.  I don't have any sex drive either, so I don't even want to get a girlfriend.

I just don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life.  Probably going on disability soon for mental illness (schizophrenia).  but honestly I don't have anything to live for.

Read some jokes on bitprize.org itll cheer you up  Cheesy  I live for jokes
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April 06, 2014, 09:17:20 AM
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I don't have any money saved up, or a job, and live with my parents.  I don't have any sex drive either, so I don't even want to get a girlfriend.

I just don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life.  Probably going on disability soon for mental illness.  But honestly I don't have anything to live for.

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