Too painful to run through the calculator.
But that's all right. If anything, I'm feeling cheerful and not just because of the horse-strength anti-depressants. I've been down this block before, in other arenas of speculation, and this is the kind of depressed (and depressing) environment in which a mixed-up guy like me actually thrives morale-wise. Since I'm proven lousy at anticipating fads, I have to go where things are quiet and depressing and wait it out.
And I'll probably wait for a long time. To be frank, I don't expect any kind of big payday until some time in 2015. But that's the kind of mixed-up mind I have.