just to make it clear:
the wallet.dat file that has the address i sent the btc to, is gone. The wallet was only there so that i could experiment with transacting btc from addy to addy. And when i was happy with my efforts, i burn the test materials forever. right? When i deleted it, i *wanted* it deleted. It's gone.
of course, the file from whence the btc were sent is still very much here on my box right now. But the bitcoin gui is showing an ominous unconfirmed debit.
is that clear? Thanks for your concern.
Well, I was hoping it was already given... I assumed that you already made a backup encrypted copy of your original wallet you started with before you began testing anything. If you didn't then you are shit out of luck I'm afraid.