It's VERY HARD to sleep knowing that your family would be a million dollars richer if you hadn't been greedy
Thats the wrong conclusion. You did exactly the right thing buying the darkroom IMO.
Markets work because people invest in what
they value - not what
other people value. What people value is very diverse and the market then aggregates out all that diversity and should arrive at a price which drives products from sectors of surplus to sectors of deficiency.
If you had stuck all that cash into a crypto you'd have been without a darkroom for 2 years which is a personal pursuit far more worthy of investment than money-to-make money - I'd actually have thought the 'greed' option would have been buying a speculative crypto in the hope of "getting rich" would it not ? Of course do some investing in the hope of making gains, but I would not sacrifice day to day activities for it. (In fact it's 3 years since I spent any fiat at all on crypto and even then it was only a 3 figure sum).
By the way, that trading strategy of selling a dash pump for an Ethereum dump seems to have been quite popular...
You have a good point here, and it does make me feel some better. I'm considering:
a) Dash is a great investment, especially in the long term. I'm very, very glad I found it. Wish I had found it a month or two later, but hey =)
b) I probably wouldn't have held ETH nearly this long. Most likely I would have sold around $2 - $3 (as in fact I did with the small amount I bought in the presale). So instead of a million, we're talking a couple hundred thousand. Still a lot of money, but it helps.
c) I might have thought myself a trading genius and lost much of that by investing in shit.
d) Dash is a wonderful place to be, and I really believe that within ten years we'll have 1000x growth. We have literally solved all of Bitcoin's problems (or are presently solving, in a couple cases), are self-funded, and have an amazing team and community. I've met a lot of great people and had the chance to help out with a project I really believe in.
So no, it's definitely not all bad!