You should sell your stuff and fuck off. Clearly you don't understand risk/reward or even the basic concepts of either trading or investing.
I watched you ramble an carry on about 10 pages ago because someone dumped 3200 DRK. Your problem is simple... GREED! You thought you could make a heap of $$$ and you made the mistake of investing funds that you cant afford to lose now that you're in a bit of draw down all you have is FEAR and you're pissing all over yourself.
You say you have debt collectors calling and chasing you, while I feel for you in that respect it doesn't change the fact that this is YOUR FUCKING FAULT. "Bulls make $, Bears make $ but PIGS get slaughtered", you my friend, are a greedy pig and have bought this on yourself by not understanding anything. Man up and take it on the chin.
HOLD and STFU or SELL and fuck off.