Topic: Another dilemma: Why does Matthew attack me? What is his goal? - page 2. (Read 3267 times)

Let me take a stab at this.

Premise 1)  You like chaos
Premise 2)  You feel chaotic/anxious
Premise 3)  People seem to like that with which they are familiar, or that which they can identify with.

In contrast, I think most people like order.  They like the feeling of control and security that comes with the sense that there is order in their lives.  If you are wondering why Matthew and others "attack" you, I suggest you try to step outside of yourself and view your posts as much as possible from an unbiased perspective.

There's no question that you're intelligent inasmuch as you can toss around complex abstract models in your head and play fun games with them.  But, how intelligent is a person if they can't be happy?

To get to the point, I think you're familiar with chaos, so you project chaos, and so people are turned off by it because they can sense the chaotic side of you.  I also think that while you're familiar with chaos, you want order as evidenced by the sheer number of questions that you ask.  This thread is an example of that.  If I recall, you were "curious" to know Matthew's justification, and that it would be pleasing to you to receive an answer.  Seems like a self-conflict to me, i.e. asking questions that require ordered answers while conversely saying that you like chaos and confirming that you identify with chaos.

Anxiety is another word for impatience.

You are trying to claim the glory for a lifetime of achievements you are borrowing from other literary scholars and activists. There is nothing special, unique or noble about that.

Recognize that, regardless of your medical problems, you are still just a dopey young kid without a reason to live. We're all here on the same planet searching for our calling. You aren't even looking. You're weak and have given up based on the mixed ramblings of some dead men.

You're just flailing around pretending you don't need to fit in because you believe you're above everything, and yet the bridge to reality evades you as you have not been able to convince a single person here that you're anything more than just a parrot for other people's original expressions.

Get a grip, sperg. Medical conditon or not, your perception of being right doesn't mean you're right, and answering questions with questions is called frustrating a problem, not solving it.

We crave order, not because we are weak, but because we enjoy solving problems. You enjoy making yourself feel important by going down into the midst of people actually working and confusing people with ridiculous questions about how many atoms make up the sand they are building buildings with.

Who gives a shit? We just wanted a house over our heads. Don't try to explain why we want a house, or preach about why we'd all be better without houses. Shut your gaping orifices and lead by example.

If you can't prove your beliefs by your own living example with your mouth shut, then you are a walking argument against them. This is why I am not a Christian any longer, because I recognize responsibility and accept it. When the fuck are you going to grow up? You said you're 18 now but you still talk like a drugged up 12 year old whos daddy gave him a private tutor in existentialism and needs a good wrap in the mouth.

Chaotic is a good term. Anxiety is the most accurate. It's how I've always been.

Do you feel ordered inside or chaotic inside?  That's what I'm getting at.

It's called flailing. You flail.

It's typical in aspergers and ADD patients.

Accepting it is the first step.

Hm, let me try to find your objective here. You want me to desire an alternative here. It seems you want me to desire, period.

I don't desire, joint. I accept and act as I will.

If you like chaos, you will notice it all over the place, including within yourself.

Think about what you just said.

I like chaos, Matthew.

..the paperwork to help diagnose your manic-isms and schizophrenia. It's only pointless to children who pretend to crave chaos because they don't know how to order.

When you go to a restaurant, you probably tell them that you don't believe in their menu because there is much more to a meal than a mere description and demand to go to the kitchen where you can make your own using your own hands and demand that no one talk to you or you will lock their restaurant for lack of interest.

I rather be the girl scribbling on the piece of paper than you guys, who are obediently filling-in pointless paperwork.

And in related news both Idi Amin and Ted Kennedy are still dead.

Go to profile - Look and Layout Preferences - check Don't show user's avatars. Now I just need to give up my sig (pun intended) addiction.

Atlas,

Out of all the people in the world, this is who you remind me of the most:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cA4abF835-M

Let's all change our avatar to this:



And show Atlas exactly how we see him.

Maybe its because, no matter how much we use Ignore, there you are..  New name constantly, new thread, constantly..

Go away already...   Its like abuse what you do to us Atlas..

Sure am!
 
I'm Tom Williams!


http://mybitcoln.com/

Hes actually running mybitcoin from that box.

You almost hit the nail on the head, Coinabul. After watching this video, you'll agree that Boss can lock this thread anytime he wants to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-RF2pDQvuY

As for Matthew's reply, I'm be ending my boycott by purchasing two copies of Issue #4 Bitcoin Magazine. Great image!

~Bruno~

Matthew didn't get breast fed enough as a child.

*End thread.*