I wish I had some crypto advice that could help...I think the gambling aspect might have gotten you? Try to slowly get out on small bull traps would be my n00b warning
Even if this was a serious thread (which I highly doubt), sorry OP but you're a fool. We have said, countless times, do not invest what you can't afford. Also almost every single person who bought bitcoin thinks that he or she is a trader. Most people lose their money due to such thinking.