See a psychologist. You obviously have a gambling problem. Do it now before it gets any worse and ruins your relationship with your loved ones.
Funny to see those "typical" answers, like go see a shrink.
No, OP, before you see anyone -
arrest your addiction.How?
Make it impossible for you to bet, and if you can't - put fences around it, the more - the merrier.
This is how you educate yourself to stop betting, and thus you can focus on building a better life for yourself, but you have to put your addiction under arrest (just like a cop puts a civilian under arrest), once it's locked - it's locked, you won't be able to release it so quickly, it will require to pass the fences you build.
For example - self exclusion, keep your money with your loved ones so you won't be able to spend it - any website that causing you problem contact the site and ask for permanent account closure without the ability to reopen the account etc.
Among all of these posts above this is what I found a realistic advice. I can not add anything more.
I have been there once. I did not keep money in my pocket, I gave my bank account/password to my partner, I gave the bank card to her. I closed all available options I had online.
Fun fact it that after closing an account online I asked them to re-open it for me. It pissed me off that they did not open it for me but later I realized that they did the correct thing.
