Simply by the time somebody buys something and gets confirmed and we manage to exchange BTC at Canadian Kraken we are at loss. So goodbye Bitcoin, going back to PayPal and credit cards only.
Don't blame bitcoin for whatever stupidity or risk have you done in your life, that is life, and that is how things work, you will never know what will happen unless you are going to try it and take some risk, and that is what you did, sadly you have failed on what you wanted to do, but just take it as a lesson and move on, just keep on trying things out until you've made it.
There is no point on saying that Bitcoin Sucks and whatever bad comments you are going to say on bitcoin, it can't return what already happened, you are just stressing yourself out more, that is why just think of other way again on how you are going to get back what you have lost, bitcoin is just there, you just have to think another way on how you are going to earn it.