I once had a friend that plays virtual soccer so much and I really see that guy as being lucky because even at the darkest of hours or time when there is no food, he'll ask me to escort him to a betshop and no matter how bad the day might seem or be, we were certain of raising money for food for the day, at sometime I felt it wasn't natural and he had some fetish powers but I was proven wrong when we lost everything and all hope was lost for that very day. That's story for another day.
According to your story, it seems you gambling so much with your emotions and the truth be told that you are just trying to run from the fact that you also gamble uncontrollably when you make huge loses to cover those lose which isn't right.
Sometimes just take some time off for the day if it's not for you that very day
It is just about luck I think.When you play in different casinos you will get different results because of maybe different RTP they have implemented in their slot machines,one provider that gives such access to casinos is Play n Go and this should be taken with reserve and not play these games,I have tried first hand and have lost in every casino,while many would call these extreme bad luck it is not,it is just that most casinos have taken profit of such changeable RTP and implemented the lowest of the RTP the provider offers.
Changing casinos may work only in the short term as for long term we need a big self determination to quit gambling.