I'm sorry for what happened to you, sometimes we have trouble controlling ourselves when gambling. What you have experienced must have
been experienced by many other gamblers too, the most important thing is that you can learn from your mistakes and don't repeat them again.
Next time you are going to gamble you have to learn to limit the amount of capital you will use to gamble, so you will not experience big losses.
I understand how it feels when you lose playing Dice, it feels like you really want to chase the win and manage to cover our previous losses.
But we must understand that any gambling game, in the end we will lose if we chase victory. So don't be obsessed with winning when playing
gambling, think of it as entertainment, that way it's easier for us to control ourselves when gambling.