It is no big deal bro, I was pissed yesterday about it but any other time and I wouldnt much matter. The best thing that I have got out of bitcoin is meeting a bunch of trustworthy and freedom loving individuals.
Sorry about the neg rating but you admitted you where trying to get over, those kinda thoughts never enter my mind. I believe that you get much further in life treating people right then you will fucking them over, even if they are strangers. Honesty is truly the best policy. I am glad you came to your senses.
So often I meet people who only seem to be out for themselves they are always miserable, bitter, and petty. The douche above is a good example of that.
I have just lost faith in this idea for now and honestly if I dont believe in it as much as I hate the government and banks i dont see how the masses will ever accept it there is just no reason for them to.