There are times in life when everything will seem not working as planned,
There's a phrase that rings 24/7 in my head and it helps me alot to keep focused and continue whatever I'm doing knowing fully well, my turn will come. The phrase is very common but that shouldn't discourage you from believing in it. It goes like this, "there's light at the end of the tunnel", I so much believe in this that I tell myself if I haven't seen that light yet that means the tunnel still hasn't ended so I continue pushing through whatever I'm doing hoping to get to the end and see that light. Why I just told you this is because while others might just see this as another normal post, I don't. People are passing through difficulties in life and aren't getting a break.
Don't expect anybody to Cheer you up, do that yourself. Pick up yourself and go learn. Don't chase after the dollars first, go for the knowledge. Acquired as many as you can get your hands on and when the time is right, everything will fall in place for you that you won't believe the amount of grace you will be receiving. Some will call it luck because of the little effort they now see you putting in and getting great results but only you'll know the amount of time and dedication you have put in previously.
Any pointers on how to go about my crypto journey because, giving up just doesn't feel like the way.
Firstly go get a real job, it's more comfortable investing in bitcoin when funds been used aren't urgent funds for day to day needs but spares that you won't go crazy losing. After securing a job steadily by into Bitcoin first (later you can experiment with alts), and keep learning.