I understand your situation and because you are surely addicted with it and you can not stop in betting, you should go and talk to your partner and ask her that you definitely need her advise and guidance in taking out your addiction, because addiction can surely be cure by the both of you and in learning this you should prevent yourself from ever playing gambling again little by little and make her understand that it is hard for you to do it without her, I think with your love ones guidance you can.