I don't want to go on a dating site though because I have noticed the relationships where you're intentionally looking for them do not last or ignite sparks for me.
sigh.
Youre gonna have to stop intentionally looking then sweetheart. This is you actively looking. (posting on a bitcoin forum)
But by all means continue. I love reading this stuff
Seriously though,I think you should focus your attention more on yourself. Rather than trying to find someone to be with, focus more on doing things you love to do. If you truly want to find a loving relationship, you must be in your element. You must be completely comfortable [with yourself]. You will be doing what you love to do when you meet the one who loves you.
So love yourself a little bit. When your alone, you should be in good company.
Just my 2 cents
Shes horny just what she wanted you to notice