I found it and negative function
Would there be a way to recreate it if you have the wallet name, pass phrase, and address?
As it turns out I may have been given a client wallet and not the master wallet since ripple has this bs built into it. I think that is what payroutes did to me. So I need to find them and of course they are gone from business. Payroutes webpage was still up as recent as a few months ago but no response. I even have their old support email and no response.
yes I have the passcode, private and public "keys", email I signed in with etc.
the good news is I only put 20K ripple there