Go to the Citizen's Advice Bureau for advice about anything, but especially in-work benefits. Website now and in-person tomorrow.
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Topic: How to die - Easy way - page 2. (Read 1528 times)
Thank you guys for your support and tips, it means a lot to me.
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
Don't bother about the school. Join the army. I'm serious. You can earn various qualification there, meet people, travel places, earn some money, build character and you'll have some time to figure what do you want to do with the rest of your life.
also - move this to 'off-topic'
I cannot join the army, I am not British. Besides I am not really fan of army action in these days ...
Wrong place here.
Thank you guys for your support and tips, it means a lot to me.
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
Don't bother about the school. Join the army. I'm serious. You can earn various qualification there, meet people, travel places, earn some money, build character and you'll have some time to figure what do you want to do with the rest of your life.
also - move this to 'off-topic'
Thank you guys for your support and tips, it means a lot to me.
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
Its just no matter what I do its never enough and I am really tired. I am 28 now and I still did not managed to finish school, I have no family, no friends, no permanent place to stay, no money, unsure job ...
Even if I would die here, no one would find out ...
3 things bitcointalk can help you.
1. you're a full member so you can join a signature campaign and earn money not much but at least.
2. sell your account, same not much but at least.
3. loan bitcoin and use your account as collateral.
and 4. God always there just keep on working and do positive things and positive thing will come back to you for sure.
1. you're a full member so you can join a signature campaign and earn money not much but at least.
2. sell your account, same not much but at least.
3. loan bitcoin and use your account as collateral.
and 4. God always there just keep on working and do positive things and positive thing will come back to you for sure.
please do not do something regretful ,life is giving nice surprises sometimes to every life form . Especially if the life form is evolved one as humans , for that those surprises are provided from karma. As long as you re honest and explain what is happening to you about your latest bad luck experiences i'm sure you will find nice people ready to understand or even to help you . If you need a confident or a good advice you can try to find a priest and talk to him i think he knows many people who can help you . Just don't be prideful.
I've heard that in Ireland gardeners are wanted on small towns or country side and i'm pretty sure they'll give a place to sleep and food but i think in UK gardeners are wanted too or least to work in a greenhouse . Once you learn many things and find a house you can grow herbs/flowers on pots to sell and earn money on your own.
I'm not from UK but i think the jobs availability are according also to the type or the size of the city you are in ,but i suggest to ask at the unemployment office for support in the meantime if you find interesting my suggestion to try to find something to work as gardener or in a greenhouse even if the payment is not so good as from hostel and if the hostel does not want to help you anymore with a job but at least you ll have something to hang with. Always be open to new legal possibilities to earn money such as different jobs even as a chef helper in a restaurant or even as a landscaping helper in a small company or even to deliver advertising flyers on street, etc. Find Jamie Oliver Foundation (in Essex i think) to contact him because he has gardens with vegetables and i bet he need gardeners .
Important is to believe in yourself and don't get bad habits such as smoking or alcohol.
I did worked in landscaping in a small company and now i'm on my own growing and selling some flowers in pots and making some landscaping as amateur
and in the winter i do more faucets claims 
And change your title to something else such as : Need advice.
Edit: fando01 is right, you can earn bitcoin if you post an advertising link on your signature. The only catch i think is you'll need to make at least 6 posts daily or weekly or so, depends on the advertising campaign requirements.
See requirements here https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/overview-of-bitcointalk-signature-ad-campaigns-last-update-01-jan-23-615953
How to find your bitcointalk profile UID for signature campaign https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/--1374458
I've heard that in Ireland gardeners are wanted on small towns or country side and i'm pretty sure they'll give a place to sleep and food but i think in UK gardeners are wanted too or least to work in a greenhouse . Once you learn many things and find a house you can grow herbs/flowers on pots to sell and earn money on your own.
I'm not from UK but i think the jobs availability are according also to the type or the size of the city you are in ,but i suggest to ask at the unemployment office for support in the meantime if you find interesting my suggestion to try to find something to work as gardener or in a greenhouse even if the payment is not so good as from hostel and if the hostel does not want to help you anymore with a job but at least you ll have something to hang with. Always be open to new legal possibilities to earn money such as different jobs even as a chef helper in a restaurant or even as a landscaping helper in a small company or even to deliver advertising flyers on street, etc. Find Jamie Oliver Foundation (in Essex i think) to contact him because he has gardens with vegetables and i bet he need gardeners .
Important is to believe in yourself and don't get bad habits such as smoking or alcohol.
I did worked in landscaping in a small company and now i'm on my own growing and selling some flowers in pots and making some landscaping as amateur
and in the winter i do more faucets claims And change your title to something else such as : Need advice.
Edit: fando01 is right, you can earn bitcoin if you post an advertising link on your signature. The only catch i think is you'll need to make at least 6 posts daily or weekly or so, depends on the advertising campaign requirements.
See requirements here https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/overview-of-bitcointalk-signature-ad-campaigns-last-update-01-jan-23-615953
How to find your bitcointalk profile UID for signature campaign https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/--1374458
wtf
You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)
Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.
I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.
They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...
I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.
Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...
Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.
I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.
They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...
I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.
Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...
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