That is a spirit of true gambler, there is nothing better then the feeling when you have a lot of free money to spend. There is no difference how much we have, we will gamble, but high bets is something we all like, and having a lot of money to spend on gambling is my dream as well.
We will gamble until the end of our lives probably, smart gambling of course, calculate how much you have and how much you can spend without problems, then you can risk without big pressure. For us gamblers gambling is part of the life, and many situations in real life we identify with gambling. Good luck to all gamblers!