I was not feeling sorry for the money, it was just over 100 dallors and that's the money I can surely afford to lose. However, I felt bad for the irrational rush to buy things that I don't really need. It's like the money is manipulating me to spend it to prove that I have money. But hell no, I am not a show-off person and I am living just fine with my life.
So what the point is? you seems to contradicts one to another, but you're already realized about it lol.As long as you're already afford $100 to lose, I don't think you need to think you're using that's money without a point and regret after that. The fact you still have a lot money and you've own a lot things, which mean it's not hurt you and there's no problem to spend small money for self reward.
Money management is a must, but don't forget to enjoy your life.
