The feeling is really horrible every day, it's like you won a lottery but the ticket was destroyed, but it's nice for you to post your story here, it's very depressing but at least many will learn and take the lessons coming from your experience, investing in Cryptocurrency is really very risky but investing in gambling is ten times the risk.
Investing in cryptocurrency is not even that risky, the problem is that we do not really understand the market. Those who do, are daily making money. Imagine knowing when the bitcoin price is very down and we purchase and wait till it grows up again, then definitely we would make profit, but the mistake is buying when its high and then having to wait for a long time for it to balance up. But some gamblers understand the market very well, they know when an increase or decrease is being caused by whales and they know when to hold on, this people make money.
Gambling on the other hand is not even a good place to make investment, Not even by playing or direct investment since there’s possibility of the site crashing someday.