I think you should start to acknowledge the notion that you will never see your 50BTC back.
lol, I'm closer to 60 BTC now as I couldn't turn down the ridiculous low prices we saw last week.
I've been investing in high risk stocks [mostly internet and tech stocks] for over 20 years now and one thing that happens when you lose your entire investment, again and again, some 5 or 6 times, is that you either quit and never rise up to that challenge ever again, which is what happens to most investors within the very first year, or you learn to detach yourself from your money and do everything in your power to gain knowledge, insight and understanding in order to get better at that particular lot in life.
So when I objectively chose ixCoin to be the next great crypto, I naturally invested quite a bit of money and in my mind, on that very day, I already lost that money. Because that's how risky of an investment these cryptos are., especially the less popular and abandoned ones like ixCoin.
Therefore, I have already come to terms with the notion that I have lost nearly 60 Bitcoins of hard earned money. And let me tell you, it does still hurt a little bit, although never as badly as the first time when I was just a young college kid and I had lost most of my life savings in one swift blow and I remember sobbing, like a little kid, and calling myself stupid for thinking I could be an investor, and then I immediately realized this was a normal thing in the real world of life, and at that point I chose to go on and keep investing regardless of how much or how many times I failed, just as long as I improved - and let me tell you, it took a long time and a lot of years of painful experience and University degrees, and a lot of praying for insight and understanding from God, but I did manage to get better and better. Investing in high risk tech stocks and options has been, by far, the most difficult and the steepest learning curve, of anything I have ever tried to ever learn.
And now we'll see if any good comes out of all those years of heavy losses and painful learning how to invest in highly speculative investment vehicles. I have a very strong feeling, within 6-12 months, I will know, one way or another.
But for now, I sure would like an encrypted wallet - so you know, some hacker doesn't steal a lifetime of hard work and perseverance.