I don't like to sound desperate, do I sound desperate or determine to make money?
No, you do not sound desperate, I find it ok to tell what is in your mind and expectations. There is nothing wrong in sharing your thoughts, besides that is your investment. Your money your decision.
That is the essence of Hodling, a person who is into Bitcoin investment have to hold Bitcoin for a long period of time in order for him to have a satisfactory profit. Most had been gaining 3x and more of ther Bitcoin investment especially when they timed it at the bear market and able to seel after 2 havling event. Just like in the year 2014-2015, when they are able to buy Bitcoin on that year and waited for two halving, in 2021, then they profited more than 20x of their investment