I can so much relate with you're going through right now. Before I got to know about bitcointalk, I had heard about bitcoin and that was all there is to it. I just there's something called bitcoin and so in my bid to learn and know more, I came across this forum. Till today, I still take it as one of th best things that's very happened to me in my crypto journey.
Not only was I able to learn so much on this forum, I was able to also earn while learning. That was the most interesting part of it.
If I had seen this question somewhere else, I'd have asked you to join bitcointalk forum but now that you're here already, just try and learn as much as you can. Make some money along the way too