Thanx for the support and feedbacks. I have really sorted myself out in the past few months.
Making plans for the future, going out with friends and family, taking a walk at the park & basically trying to enjoy the simple things in life.
The gambling took a lot from me but i was conscious enough to not let it sink me to the bottom.
I still got plenty enough to get by and in the mean time look for jobs .
I understand that there may be many who have gone through what i have and sadly like some of you said ' You dont really learn this kind of things until you go through the experience itself'.
I'm glad to hear that you still got some to be able to stand up and recover.
Was on the same road years ago, was really hook up, almost play everyday in casino with my salary and didn't save, until such time that I eventually lost my job, it was really a eye opener for me.
So it took me years to really fully recovered from the negative effects of gambling. But I'm glad that I have a supportive family, So I don't know what to do if not for them.