Sorry it took me a while to reply. I have a flu now on top of the distress (though the news about the apparent 1.6 btc is perhaps better than any other medicine....of course 10000 btc would be a better medicine but anyway). Im just feeling sleepy and confused.
Now i started looking into other possible bitcoin addresses that i have, and i just noticed something and this clears things up a bit:
15FyEELVAzyKiWNQA888SDPDyZdB1Czrqj is the address to my ledger nano (havent really been using it, had certain issues with that too [yes, i dont know why but i always get some crazy issues with technical devices, but there is enough of a headache already so lets leave ledger out of this]) and i do remember sending a small amount to it, so i can confirm to that transaction. Apparently i just imported the casascius private keys to the electrum (
) since it shows transactions going from the casc public address and i made that transaction using electrum.
As for the 0.6 btc, well that should logically be the time i sold the 0.6 so yeah
As for the 5.0 bitcoins, now that is my WTF moment. I dont remember doing that. But if i still have 1.6, its weird if a hacker left that, and since the two other transactions are most obviously mine, i guess i must be behind this one too. I just cant imagine how i would transfer 5 goddamn coins and not remember it
My own memory is starting to scare me now. Now i imagine i would have transferred that to a btc wallet of my own and somehow forgotten about that, but it shows a lot of transactions happening after that so it cant be cold storage??? I dont think i have a bitstamp account and if i do, im pretty sure ive made that later.
Did i just iuwbgiubgiebwiugbw 5 coins ?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nVk25ZvTkUWow what the fuck is going on.
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Well.....how would you guess suggest i get that 1.6 btc out safely? Import the private keys again, then move them wherever? Im asking cause to me it seems at this point its smarter if i dont do damn thing before someone else verifies im not doing something dangerous. I seem to have a skill at fucking things up which is a skill i dont yet know how to use in the most productive manner.
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Thanks for all the support ive been receiving, i really appreciate it. I can already feel my mental health repairing itself a little bit, maybe i dont have to go live in a crazy people home after all (and i wouldnt wanna spend the rest of my money on the treatment).
What ive learned:
-Keep everything in order and pay attention to security
-Backups, so i dont have to come back online and whine about whats going on
-Unfortunately cannot trust electrum anymore, the transaction history is still lost
-Im not made to deal with crisis situations or with losses, i better avoid these scenarios like the plague they are
-I cant trust myself, i thought i could, but 5 btc and the blockchain disagree and i cannot argue with that. I have to deem myself untrustworthy which kinda sucks cause i have to rely on myself anyway.
-The community in bitcoin still works, so you guys are alright