Topic: Paying whatever you can salvage to blow my head off cause life's a bitch. (Read 428 times)

People feel like this all the time, but social interaction with our friends make those feelings go away.

Now that we are isolated, it's very easy to allow the anxiety to spin out of control.

Do something.  Go volunteer at a hospital cleaning or something.  The bonus is that they usually feed their volunteers. 

Remember, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

In every problem there's a solution and dont ever think your life is already worthless just because you're suffering from depression.

You have to be strong in order to overcome it, Ive been through the same thing but I think of the best moments I had and keep on thinking positive.

It would be better if you have someone you can turn on to like a friend where you can share your problen with. It can lessen your worries since you can open up your problem.

You are right in saying that I think that by putting aside all these worries, attach your emotions and go ahead and try to do something good Many women like this will find love. These are nothing but fools Try to do something good not just your family but everyone will come to your side.

You need to stop the bullshit

And cure your small penis syndrome

Now I'm going to point out the obvious but this isn't a throw away account. I have negative trust but I'm still your senior here. 2 look at why i have negative trust. It was due to another dumbass who thought he was cool and wanted to start shit when there was no need. 3 I'm not mother fucking begging for money and your a new sort of low for going that route and 4 you shouldnt be such a damned prick.

I appreciate the helpful feedback and I'll definitely reach out to you. I'm not expecting anyone to help with money and there's a lot of stuff that has contributed to my depression. I've had a pretty traumatic past and I've been through a lot of abuse since i was a child. I have aspergers bipolar type 2 ptsd fetal alcohol syndrome adhd and clinical depression(which as far as my understanding goes just means I'm more susceptible to deep depressions and i take meds for it) i don't have a lot of self esteem and over the last month or so I've been spiraling and just trying to keep me head above water. The replies on here yesterday and today helped me calm down and try to get help. I'm planning too see a therapist tomorrow afternoon.

Send me a pm on telegram: @vmatasari.

Maybe I can help you somehow.

Don't be so hard on him. Ok, he have red trust rating, but does it really matters. Maybe he really have difficult period in his life. And I doubt that he can get much money with such post. There is no need to be such sceptical and negative about people.

I know you will never commit suicide but you write this post with a throw away account ( Red trusted already), in order to get some free money. There is no place for beggars here and in the world. Better learn a skill instead.

You're just over thinking to much on everything and don't think negativity on your life see the positive instead and if your married see the face of your wife and mesmerized the day you've meet aswell imagine those things what you achieve on your life.

Suicidal is just a feeling don't let your worries eat you remember there are persons who need us and stay alive for them.

It is easy to end our lives but can you think, how if you try to survive? In hard situations and conditions, I am sure there is a way for you to solve every life problem that happens to you. Don't give up. You are not alone. I am sure some people still want to help you, and that people will come beside you. I am sure you can do that because you have your power to survive.

No worries, Corona is coming mate . Just chill like me

I think the users here helped you calm down with what you are experiencing right now. The thread you've created helped you a lot right now.

You might get depressed by some things but all are experiencing that. Its just how can you handle the problems. Problems are everywhere so you must know how to make a solution with it and suicide isn't one of them. The best thing that you can do right now is to seek a mental expert because suffering from depression isn't a joke and this can you lead to suicide.

Anyway you said that you are a bit ok right now. Just continue to be ok and don't do anything bad for you. Live life to the fullest and be happy.

Come on bro, don't carry that thought aside, give it up now and be more optimistic. I'm pretty sure you're a guy in your twenties or nearby. The age where only a few difficulties + family pressure makes you depressed. Temporarily ignore the girl you love, because when you're not successful, you can't demand love from a girl. Be more realistic and more optimistic. See how many people are more miserable out there than you? There are hundreds, thousands of people even in poverty, food, water every day is difficult, but they are still there, still trying to survive. Because life is a joy and happiness that everyone wants to enjoy (in one way or another). You are still young, your future is still open, how many times have you failed in your life? 5 or 10 times? Do not give up! Have you ever read the story of Harland Sanders - KFC boss's ? He failed more than 1,000 times before he became a billionaire. How many times did you fail? Be awake, this life is full of beautiful things, as long as you try, you will succeed at some point. Giving up only shows your own weakness, the weak who doesn't deserve respect, you understand? Keep trying, don't be pessimistic! I am waiting for another thread to talk about your future success 

This is truly difficult times even i, got let go for the company i've been working for over 2years due to economic instability and due to the quarantine i can't find any jobs to help feed and support my family.
Im barely scraping money to buy food and have barely enough money to buy anything.
Luckily we still have some relief goods, so we can still eat for a few weeks.

As long as you are alive there are always chances of things going right.

I also, have been in a bad situation in my life.
Hunger, left out and no one just cares.
But I pursue something. I told myself I won't let this people to just bring me down.
Focused at my work and then added more just so I could cross out the financial problem.

Then you go looking for someone who will really care. Luckily, she came. Didn't even expect it.
Everything went smooth afterwards. Of course there will be bumps but what else could bring you down.
You have been there. You passed that heavy wall and broke it already.

Every problem won't be a big one anymore since you are stronger.

I think it is just because of the bad events now and the quarantine and that is why you are thinking a lot by yourself.
After this virus thing, try going out. Meet some friends or create another group of friends that will really care about you.

Remember this: If you are thinking your life is already at worst then don't!
There are people out there who are living in much worse condition than yours.
I learned that from walking the streets in hunger. I saw kids living alone in bridges, sick and dying in hunger already.
From that, I realized I am still lucky to be alive. I can still move, I can still find a job. I am still strong.

Thanks to all of your replies. I'm still really depressed but I'm no longer suicidal. Just trying to sleep it off at this point. Life Has gotten out of control lately and this is the worst depression I've had in years. I'm not sure what to do in order to fix myself at this point but I'm ok for now partially thanks to your supportive and helpful comments.

Bro, don't look at it like this. I know it may seem like the end of the world, but things will get better. I went into a very unhealthy depression a couple years ago due to a business I helped run, to the point where I wasn't eating for days at a time, wasn't showering, etc. My doctor was even scared for my health because all of my tests were going badly (super high cholesterol, dangerously low vitamin D due to not going outside, etc.). I literally dumped everything I had into attempting to save the business, throwing away all of my life's savings and earnings, living off things like ramen to help maximize what I could contribute, maxing out my credit cards, literally giving it my all, only to later be attacked by everyone for it failing due to things out of my control. Honestly, just typing this is making me tear up because I spent every waking hour for well over a year babying it, learning everything I could so I could help with more related to it, trying to earn more money so I could help save it, only to leave with nothing but scam accusations.

I won't lie and say things aren't still sucky, despite this being years ago, but I will say that life will get better. You just need to be patient, realize that you're at your low, and work on finding what makes you happy and making that your focus.

You can do this!

Dude, please don't do that. Suicide isn't a solution. You're given just one life - don't waste it. You said that you don't care anymore, but if it would true, you probably wouldn't post that here. I understand that your situation is complicated, but I'm sure that better that problems will be gone one day, just don't give up and prove that these people were wrong.
I'm not psychologist and I don't know how I can help you. But I'm sure that there is people around you who can help.

Try Fiverrr and Freelancing platforms, you could almost certainly get work as a writer. That'll get you at least $20/1,000 words.

Alternatively, you could learn a new skill or flip items on craigslist. Killing yourself won't solve anything.

If you genuinely are planning to kill yourself, at least give it one final shot at making it big before you go.