What you consider to be flattering is just one more person you screwed over shaking their head in disbelief. Trust me, your 'value' is not what I can't seem to get over-- I'm just new to dealing with irresponsible heartless arrogant self importants who probably need a good ass kicking.
Well, Matthew I care about you but not as an inferior but as a fellow man capable of much as he deems valuable. My advice: Don't let me or anybody else control your happiness. I am not worth your energy nor is anybody else. Stand on your own two feet.
I honestly don't believe I have any problems standing on my own two feet Atlas. I have done more than you before I was 10. What my problem is is that I have started to believe (thanks a lot goons, and yes I'm mentioning you-- wanna fight about it?) that I'm not actually the only one in the universe and that on top of being fundementally wrong on many opinions of the world, it is also possible for me to grow out of certain mindsets. This makes me want to talk less, listen more, and not put so much faith in myself. That's not the same thing as being compromised, because I am a very artistic and talented som of a bitch. It just means that I am no longer trying to ride that through life as mu only asset (which should be bare minimum for everyone tbi).
Heh. You measure your accomplishments in comparison to mine. Interesting.
Yes, Matthew, you have many things you deem as virtues. I just hope you're doing them for you and not to appease people. I certainly don't care about your attempts at humility and how you want to grow. There's more to a person than that.
Also, do you not understand that appeasing your social and professional circles is very much an act of self interest?
Of course. Heh. To not understand that would be to deny their value -- assuming they are valuable, which in a lot of cases they are not.