It seems like you feel stuck and are hoping for some type of recuperation of bitcoin funds, but no matter what you do to try this you keep losing.
You have to understand that you cannot fall into the gambler's fallacy (the belief that because you're running under expected value means that if you keep betting, the expected value will even out over the long run).
My best suggestion is that you instead lock your bitcoin into the investment side, set up the proper 2 factor authentication and if you do not trust yourself to keep these funds there to have the 2fa account set up on the phone of someone you absolutely trust. This way you'll be operating at a positive edge rather than a negative one and should (not guaranteed) be able to recover some of your lost funds slowly over time.
If you don't have any more funds, I'd strongly suggest just quitting gambling outright.
You should never gamble more than you can afford and never play when you're no longer having fun. I know that accepting a loss is hard to process, but chasing often leads to digging a hole that you can never get out of.
If you ever need to talk to someone about problem gambling, I can point you in the proper direction for good solid resources or will help you myself.
I wish you all the best.
Lock your funds away in cold storage and block yourself from all gambling sites you are active on by using the hosts file (if on windows). If you're betting for anything other than entertainment you should consider blocking yourself.
If u block urself u can unblock urself ... Nothing helps . U just have to say no to gambling . Like i did some time ago .
Best way is to setup 2fa on the phone and throw it into the nearest river ... problem solved : ) -beta1