Go ahead and earn some forgiveness. Your only as good as your own words and actions. When you hurt other people they have no obligation to ever forgive you and why would they if you cannot prove yourself otherwise? Everyone has a history. It's much more reasonable to deal with people who actually have a history of being a quality individual rather then a scammer begging for forgiveness with a history of questionable actions.
Or...the quick street version of this explanation...
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
One failed client out of hundreds of transactions. I even had 100% feedback when I sold on silk road to 110 people.
Mistakes happen, move on, squall's getting way more than the BTC I owe him. Squall supported me when nobody else would. I couldn't have helped bring world peace without him. He'll be treating like a king when I'm gone.
Forgiveness isn't earned, it's felt. If you demonstrate negativity towards another point of self, you're not feeling forgiveness. If you can't forgive me, how are you going to forgive the sociopaths that have killed hundreds of thousands of people through war? How will you forgive drug cartels for murdering kids?
When you look at the world, I'm not that crazy.
