So with time I was so discouraged about the whole thing cause like they say you can't obviously have knowledge of what you don't understand, so overnight I just lost interest and ran_off, like for months I never logged in into the forum cause I felt a waste of my time and data.
Well, what can I say, in the age of the Internet, what I have put in bold is bullshit. If instead of reading, researching and asking questions, you run away from what you find hard to understand, you are not going to learn anything.
I had the same thoughts. OP writes nonsense, others calm him down.
OP, why are forums created? For some kind of growth?
Or maybe for communication? What can you not understand here?
Why are the same questions from newbies every day? What steps do you want to know here, for what purpose?
Everything is there. Can you read? Do not understand, ask. This is how ALL forums work.
But if there is another interest, like making money, then all your questions logically add up to a chain for all other newcomers.
And even to earn, you have to read, nothing else.