It's all relative. $30 coins looked expensive as hell when it went down to $2. How do those $30 coins look now?
Like you should have sold @30 and re-bought @2? You would have been fifteen times wealthier. That's what speculation is all about
If you "never know what's going to happen," you're not investing, you're gambling. The same "never know what's going to happen" reasoning drives the poor to spend their welfare checks on scratch tickets. You never know, a buck could get you a million, amirite?
Did you at least sell some coin close to the top, or ...are you still hodling?