I smoked pot sociably in my late teens and early twenties with friends. I enjoyed it at first when it made us laugh but found towards the end it just made me paranoid and lazy even for the next few days after. Stopping smoking it was one of the best things I ever did. My personality changed back to the active, sociable, outgoing person I was and am now, not the shy, nervous, paranoid, lazy wreck I had become.
Fair play to anyone that can operate as normal with pot in their system, I know I couldn't. Some of my friends still smoke it on a regular even daily basis 20 years on and have families, jobs etc. it hasn't affected them the way it did me but everyone's different I suppose.
I agree that cannabis is best used medicinally, in moderation. Smoke when it benefits your well being, not when its that time to smoke. Anxiety can become present depending on different variables such as if youre smoking sativa vs indica, or if the weed is organic or not. I used it for anxiety and it helped but weed is not something to use indefinitely for your issues, its something to be used at moments its needed. After extensive use, it can bring back your anxiety.
I personally enjoy being sober these days with an occasional smoke, but I cannot say I regret ever smoking cannabis. I probably would have killed myself (or tried) as a teen if Mary Jane didnt give me guidance and a fresh perspective on life.
The best thing about not smoking is the vividness of dreams. But I cannot deny cannabis helped my mental and physical health tremendously.
I find that weed grounds you to an extent. Smoke when she brings you up, not when youre already flying.
Moderation is key.
I think you've hit the nail on the head when you say medicinally and moderation. I don't think there's any doubt that medicinally it can have huge benefits to the person or patient and if anything makes someone that's ill or in a difficult place feel better then that's great.
If it helped you through a difficult stage of your life and you say you probably would have killed yourself without it then there's not a lot more to say about its benefit to people that need it, you are a prime example. I'm glad it helped you an and its very brave for you to say that somewhere like this.
Me and my friends never did anything in moderation so it was usually mixed with copious amounts of alcohol and other 'party' substances which also had a bearing on its effects especially the following day. I don't regret smoking pot, we had some real laughs and ridiculously serious, in-depth conversations for hours about the most stupid things.
Looking back they were good times and I wouldn't change them at all. In fact if I could press a button and go back for a weekend I'd do it without a second thought
(probably most weekends actually).