Like the feeling that, "just try one more time, this could be that lucky spin you have been looking and waiting for since, if you quit now, all the money you lost is gone, take one more spin and possibly recover all the money you've lost since", and then, you keep tapping the spin button after each loss, hoping one becomes that jackpot for you, and before you know what's happening, bankroll is empty 😂😂..
I understand the sentiment that you are describing. It is a familiar feeling, like being caught in a cycle of hope and desperation and the belief was that one more try could turn everything around. It is tempting to keep pressing that spin button as if each new attempt holds the promise of redemption. But as the losses accumulate and the excitement fades, it is important to remember the risks involved.
Sometimes, despite our best efforts and wishes, luck may not be on our side. It is a very risky decision in a situation with caution, knowing when to step back and reassess. We should always remember that there are limits and being mindful of the potential consequences can help preserve not only our financial well-being but also our emotional well-being. So never chase lose if you feel that luck was not on your side.
In that case seems like you are letting your luck to comeback your losses, because if this continuously happens not as always you become a winner, the number of losses continuously rises once you didn't manage to keep yourself aware with the number of money you deposit and lose. Better to have risk management there's nothing wrong in playing gambling but of course, limit yourself have a designated amount every game this serve you to track your win and lose in the game. Basic calculations if at the end of the day, you win or not. Keep chasing your loss and wondering to pay back or quit and ignore the money you spent. Ideal if you have a lot of source of income you can support your gambling activity.