Have lost so much money on coins that doesn't work well for me. I know I'm being impatient and ignorant this maybe a good time to find some insight and good answers on how to get better
I'll give you straight forward advice on how you can recovery.
Surely you learned something by now from your mistakes... Anyway I'll dumb it down...
Stop day-trading, margin trading, short trading w/e you're doing don't touch any ICO's either etc., you clearly have no knowledge / strategy etc.I have no clue what you have in portfolio, but if you have lot of shit coins in your portfolio, like random useless alts that aren't even in top200 for example and you don't believe 200% in them, then just drop them (sell them) for any of those BTC / ETH / LTC and then just HOLD (HODL if you want)... not saying you gotta sell everything you have, just sell USELESS SHIT COINS THAT that you aren't sure about or don't know to well.
By HOLD I mean, go LONG (1-2 years).
Investing is about knowledge (invest only in what you understand), strategy (when to enter / exit etc.), commitment and objectivity. Don't forget to leave your emotions at side, never sell based on your emotions (this is probably the hardest for everyone, as everyone has an EGO, don't let your EGO stop you making profits).
Also don't forget that you can trade on paper / virtually (eg. sometimes I create dummy portfolios, add coins I am thinking of buying and monitor it), several times I would made small fortune, but several times I would lose all, the best of it is that I've learned huge deal on my own "mistakes".
Good luck!