OK I think it is always good to treat yourself have you thought about a vacation instead of buying physical items? Because you are worried spending the money I would recommend putting it in a offline wallet which takes longer to take money out of. I would not recommend keep gambling when you are up 175k that is a huge amount of money. I have never come close to that amount in my life. I have never held onto that money in all the years I have worked. That is a life changing amount and I recommend trying to do everything possible to make sure you do not use it for gambling. You have won at life winning that amount.
I've never had more than 20k usd in my bank account if it makes you feel any better lol. Surprisingly though it's not really "life changing" amount for me despite only having 20k usd. I have to worry about taxes if I cash it out. I could pay off my car but not my house, if I sell everything I still have to work....doesn't really change anything day to day for me which is why I mean it's not life changing. Now if my latest plinko ball on $2400 had dropped into the 1000x instead of the 26x we'd be talking another story for me 🤣🤣