I'd try to get some natural help, for example 5HTP and L-Tyrosin, maybe some Ashwagandha extract too (If you don't get a sore throat from the latter, like a few other people).
Even if it makes you feel only -5/10 it's worth it.
I was giving Rick a long-winded brain-dump approximating the physical sensations, and came up with the following paraphrase.
"It's like all my neurons and synapse pairs are playing a unique high-speed game of Tetris, with only 6 lines of movement room to work with. Every time I want to make a move, every synapse pair has to pause, write out to disk the entire state of the game, and load it back up to the next nearest synapse pair. Unpause the game, and repeat for the next move across every synapse pair in your stupid gray matter.
Also, I'm not sure how this sensation is even possible to contemplate, but my stomach seems to have found a way to turn itself inside out.
Oh, did I mention these axe-splitting headaches?
Furthermore, why is the ground underneath my feet so wobbly? WTF is going on, dude?"
Bleh. It sucks, but I gotta get through this.
Self-improvement by removing an entire combo class of pharmaceuticals out of my system after a couple decades of directed use.
Time to get entirely clean for ranch life (again, and for the rest of our unnatural lives...)
Have been absolutely alcohol sober for quite some time now, and finding I'm really enjoying life a lot more.