she wants things which i don't want to do.
take my meds
go see a shrink
stop obsessing about bitcoin
...
she right... i need these things.... i don't want to admit it...
You just did.
Sounds like you've got a woman who cares. It's up to you if you want to try to keep it or if you want to gambool on finding a new one. Just know that it is a gamble that lasts for years, because you just never know how things will turn out down the line.
i love her.
I don't blame you. Her wanting things for you that you know you need suggests it hurts her to see you doing wrong by yourself, which means she obviously loves you, too.
It's like, it'd be different if you didn't think you needed those things, because then you wouldn't be making changes for yourself, you'd be doing it for her, which ultimately won't be doing either of you any favors. Here, this is much simpler: you just said "I need these things," she wants you to take care of yourself, so where is the issue, exactly, other than you need to be telling her the stuff you're telling me?
Sober up, give her a day or two if you got into a big fight with her before she left, then talk to her.
we will be fine
after going back and forth about it in my head, i have realized i need her, i need her to tell me when i am out of line. I need help for time to time like any anyone else...
these past few months have been especially stressful... i can blame bitcoin all i want, I went from dirt poor to POSSIBLY RICH as fuck because of bitcoin, but all the riches in the world cannot compensate for a broken heart
i have 2 kids! a loving wife that doesn't give shit about my BTC wealth, and only cares about my well being.
I am such a fool...
I am already am RICH AS FUCK!
I need to fix this, I need her back!!!!!