This was really the point of me sharing on this thread.
I was not a habitual gambler and until becoming involved in crypto had barely placed a bet in my life. I have no idea what happened to me when I made my big loss. It just seemed to happen. I just lost control and the whole thing is a haze. Its scary because I was not somebody who gambles regularly or with large amounts.
Anyway, thanks for the messages of support. I do appreciate them.
As for the warnings of not betting more than I can afford to lose and other pearls of wisdom...bit too late for me but thanks anyway
For the record, at today's prices, I'm down £116,000 from that single flurry of madness.
I'm sorry for your loss mate!! this whole crypto-currency keeps making me feel like it's not real money because of how easy it is to just put a simple number and press 'roll'.
I myself know the thrill and rush and sweaty palms too well rolling online, and havn't lost nearly as much as you have, maybe around ~$800. Thus this year I will not be taking a trip to Vegas or anywhere much.
It's like crypto is not real money... it's like when I used to play Neopets (like some just-dice users know), and we bonded over how we treat crypto somewhat like a game currency you buy and play with. Neopets had a currency called Neopoints, and they had slot machines, wheels, scratch cards, I feel like that's what i'm doing most of the time, and then come late to realize... i paid for these bitcoins with real money, and i lost real money.